We are still in transition as my dear friends call it!! I am sure that might be the right word. Some days I just feel lost. Not knowing what’s next is difficult for me.
I am getting really frustrated with getting the kids into school. We enrolled them where we are staying, then the school decided it was best for them if we applied for open enrollment. So now we have to wait out this process. My kids have not been in school for 3 weeks. They have been moved from the only home they know, and they are getting stressed too.
I am struggling with all of the changes and knowing nothing right now is permanent. We are safe, we are all together, and we have been blessed with love and support, but it’s still difficult. The hurt and healing have to be handled in the right time. Healing from my surgery during all this chaos has taken a bit longer as well.
So, in order to heal we keep moving forward. So let’s move forward and start thinking about what life will look like for us. What amazing things are waiting to happen ? Are we willing to embrace what the universe sends our way? What kind of dreams can we turn into our reality?
I have been having these visions of this kitchen for a couple of years. With an island to have breakfast before school, and guess what I am getting…. A beautiful home with my dream kitchen!!! Waiting for all that process to take place has been trying as well, but we have made an offer on a home that will be ours!! And I am super excited about breakfast in this kitchen 🤣
I will say that having nothing much to do except hanging out with my kids has given me the time I need to process what has happened. Own my part of it, and time to really visualize what I want this chapter to look like. After all this is my story to write ! We truly do control the outcome of our lives. Don’t be afraid to make bold choices and create the life you want.
Dream big dreams
Heal the deep hurts
Love who you are
Love and Light